Ienai Ienai 言えない 言えない

Anime: Actually, I am.. 实は私は (Jitsu wa Watashi wa)

Artist: Hilcrhyme

Type: Ending

Romaji:

Kimi ni hanashitai koto ga aru ano ne, jitsuwa watashi wa…
dekakatteru no ni ienai nda 'kimi ni koi o shita'

dare ni mo bare takunai
tomodachi ni mo shirare takunai
itsu kara mebaeta kono himitsu
hora kizukeba anoko o kini suru
me de otte shimau kyorokyoro
mitsuketemo tamotsu kyori wa hodohodo
aisatsu shite sorenari shaberu kankei no mama
hibi wa kurikaesareru

kore ja dame da koe ara geta
naze ni dōshite? kono torenai kabe wa
kanojo no maeni nomi araware
saegiru ore o kyō mo mata dame
uso mo nigate kakushigoto mo nigate
demo kore dake wa ienai wake
donna kekka ni narou tomo
me o sorasazu ni kyō koso

kimi ni hanashitai koto ga aru ano ne, jitsuwa watashi wa…
dekakatteru no ni ienai nda 'kimi ni koi o shita'
konna kao ni de te shimatteru no ni kizukanai kana
moji ni suru no wa kantan na noni tatta ato ni moji ga ienai

kakko tsukeru ano ko no mae
itsuka iwanakya ikenai sono kotae
itsumade kakusu semarikuru kigen
mawari mo neratteru tsugi tsugito koe ageru
aitsu ni kurabete jishin ga motenai
kitto tsuriai ga torenai
kimi wa kokora ja hyōban ninki sha
sono egao dake de taitei ichikoro

hito ni ienai hitori jimetai
mawari ga keshiki to kasu hitori ni deai
tsuyoku nareru kiga shitanda
kimi omou kimochi nara zettai ichiban sa
dare ni mo make takunai iya da
dare ni mo torare takunai
iitai demo ienai ienai
sorosoro kakushikirenai

kimi ni hanashitai koto ga aru ano ne, jitsuwa watashi wa…
dekakatteru no ni ienai nda 'kimi ni koi o shita'
konna kao ni de te shimatteru no ni kizukanai kana
moji ni suru no wa kantan na noni tatta ato ni moji ga ienai

kono mama owari o mukaete shimau no ka
jibun shidai shitakunai kōkai
kekka dake ga subete janai
hora itte koi senaka osare
tomo ni yūkizu kerare kimi no gawa e
kowai ga shikatanai sā iu nara ima shikanai

kimi ni hanashitai koto ga aru ano ne, jitsuwa watashi wa…
kimi ni deai kimi o shiri soshite kimi ni koi o shita
konna kao ni de te shimatteru no ni kizukanai kana
moji ni suru no wa kantan na noni tatta ato ni moji ga…

kimi ni hanashitai koto ga aru ano ne, jitsuwa watashi wa…
dekakatteru no ni ienai nda 'kimi ni koi o shita'
konna kao ni de te shimatteru no ni kizukanai kana
moji ni suru no wa kantan na noni tatta ato ni moji ga ienai 

Kanji:

君に話したい事がある　あのね、実は私は…

出かかってるのに言えないんだ「君に恋をした」

誰にもバレたくない

友達にも知られたくない

いつから芽生えたこの秘密

ほら気付けばあの子を気にする

目で追ってしまう　キョロキョロ

見つけても保つ　距離はほどほど

挨拶して　それなり喋る関係のまま

日々は繰り返される

これじゃダメだ　声荒げた

何故にどうして？　この取れない壁は

彼女の前にのみ現われ

遮る俺を　今日もまたダメ

嘘も苦手　隠し事も苦手

でもこれだけは言えない訳

どんな結果になろうとも

目を逸らさずに今日こそ

君に話したい事がある　あのね、実は私は…

出かかってるのに言えないんだ「君に恋をした」

こんな顔に出てしまってるのに気付かないかな

文字にするのは簡単なのにたったあと二文字が言えない

かっこつけるあの子の前

いつか言わなきゃいけないその答え

いつまで隠す　迫り来る期限

周りも狙ってる　次々と声上げる

アイツに比べて自信が持てない

きっと釣り合いが取れない

君はここらじゃ評判　人気者

その笑顔だけで大抵イチコロ

人に言えない　独り占めたい

周りが景色と化す一人に出会い

強くなれる気がしたんだ

君想う気持ちなら絶対一番さ

誰にも負けたくない　嫌だ

誰にも取られたくない

言いたいでも言えない言えない

そろそろ隠しきれない

君に話したい事がある　あのね、実は私は…

出かかってるのに言えないんだ「君に恋をした」

こんな顔に出てしまってるのに気付かないかな

文字にするのは簡単なのにたったあと二文字が言えない

このまま終わりを迎えてしまうのか

自分次第　したくない後悔

結果だけが全てじゃない

ほら行ってこい　背中押され

友に勇気づけられ君の側へ

怖いが仕方ない　さぁ言うなら今しかない

君に話したい事がある　あのね、実は私は…

君に出会い　君を知り　そして君に恋をした

こんな顔に出てしまってるのに気付かないかな

文字にするのは簡単なのにたったあと二文字が…

君に話したい事がある　あのね、実は私は…

出かかってるのに言えないんだ「君に恋をした」

こんな顔に出てしまってるのに気付かないかな

文字にするのは簡単なのにたったあと二文字が言えない


English:

There's something I want to talk to you about. You see, the truth is I...

Even though it's right on the tip of my tongue, I can't say it. 

"I fell in love with you."

I don't want anyone to find out,

And I don't want my friends to know.

Since when did this secret sprout up?

Look, when I realized it, that girl is on my mind.

I chase after her with my eyes, looking all around.

Even if I spot her, the distance between us stays moderate.

The days repeat with our relationship staying the same,

Where I greet her and that's about the most we talk.

I raised my voice, saying, "That's no good."

Why, oh why? This wall that I can't take down

Only appears in front of her.

It blocks me off, making today another hopeless day.

I'm bad at telling lies, and I'm bad at hiding things,

But that's why this is the one thing I can't say.

Whatever the outcome may be,

I'm gonna face it today for sure without averting my eyes.

There's something I want to talk to you about. You see, the truth is I...

Even though it's right on the tip of my tongue, I can't say it. 

"I fell in love with you."

I wonder if you don't notice even though it's as plain as day on my face.

Even though it's easy to put it into written words, 

I can't even say two more of them.

I put on airs when I'm around her.

Some day I'll have to say the answer;

How long can I hide it? The deadline's closing in on me.

Other guys around her have their eyes on her and 

raise their voices one after another.

Compared to them, I have no confidence.

I'm sure I can't keep my balance.

She's got a good rep around here, Miss Popular;

Almost everybody's completely defeated by her smiling face alone.

I can't tell anyone. I want to monopolize this.

I got the feeling I'd be able to get stronger

By meeting someone who changed my surroundings into scenery.

If it comes down to who's got the strongest feelings for her, 

I'm absolutely number one.

I don't want to lose to anyone, no way.

I don't want anyone to take her away from me.

I want to say it, but I can't say it, can't say it.

Pretty soon I won't be able to keep it completely hidden.

There's something I want to talk to you about. You see, the truth is I...

Even though it's right on the tip of my tongue, I can't say it. 

"I fell in love with you."

I wonder if you don't notice even though it's as plain as day on my face.

Even though it's easy to put it into written words, 

I can't even say two more of them.

Will I end up approaching the end like this?

It's up to me; I don't want to have regrets.

The outcome isn't everything.

So come on, I'm headed for your side,

Getting encouraged by my friends pushing me forward.

I'm scared, but it can't be helped. So if I'm gonna say it, now's the only time.

There's something I want to talk to you about. You see, the truth is I...

I met you, got to know you, and then I fell in love with you.

I wonder if you don't notice even though it's as plain as day on my face.

Even though it's easy to put it into written words, the next two are...

There's something I want to talk to you about. You see, the truth is I...

Even though it's right on the tip of my tongue, I can't say it.

"I fell in love with you."

I wonder if you don't notice even though it's as plain as day on my face.

Even though it's easy to put it into written words, 

I can't even say two more of them.

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