Yawarakai Kamen やわらかい仮面

Anime: Yamishibai: Japanese Ghost Stories 5 闇芝居5

Artist: Ai Higuchi

Type: Ending

Romaji:

urameba uramu hodo watashi wa kirei ni naru

‘douka anata ga shiawase ni narimasen youni’

ima mo mada dareka no mae de shibai tsudzuketeru

mou kidzuiteru?

damasareru furi shite ageteiru koto

anata ga tsuketa yawarakai kamen wa

dareka ni awasete minikuku yugamu no

fukisarashi no kokoro ni yasou no toge ga

tadatada sasatta dake

kizu o iiwake ni

sonna no yurusanai

urameba uramu hodo watashi wa kirei ni naru

hanareta sono hi kara tokei wa tomatta mama

ima mo mada dareka no maede odori tsudzuketeru

urayamashii kawareru nara

watashi o damashite kudasai

katachi o kaeru yawarakai kamen wa

hagasenai hodo ni najinde shimatta

uso shikanai hibi ga shinjitsu ni naru

tadatada nagasarete

ushinau hontou no kao

sonna no baka mitai

anata ga tsuketa yawarakai kamen wa

dare ni mo aisarenai jibun kakusu tame

ima ni wakaru wa aisu ki mo nai no ni

tadatada amaeta dake

kizutsukazu kizutsukete

sonna no yurusanai

isshou yurusanai

shindemo yurusanai

Kanji:

うらめばうらむほどわたしはきれいになる

「どうか　あなたが幸せになりませんように」

今もまだ誰かの前で　芝居続けてる

もう気付いてる？

騙されるふりしてあげていること

あなたがつけた　やわらかい仮面は

誰かに合わせて　醜く歪むの

吹きさらしの心に　野草の棘が

ただ　ただ　刺さっただけ

傷を　言い訳に

そんなの　許さない

うらめばうらむほどわたしはきれいになる

離れた　その日から時計は止まったまま

今もまだ誰かの前で　踊り続けてる

うらやましい　代われるなら

わたしを騙してください

形を変える　やわらかい仮面は

剥がせないほどに　馴染んでしまった

うそしかない日々が　真実になる

ただただ流されて

失う　本当の顔

そんなの　バカみたい

あなたがつけた　やわらかい仮面は

誰にも愛されない自分　隠すため

今にわかるわ　愛す気もないのに

ただただ甘えただけ

傷つかず傷つけて

そんなの許さない

一生　許さない

死んでも　許さない

English:

The more I resent you, the more beautiful I become

Praying, “Please, may you never find happiness”

Even now, you’re continuing your little show in front of someone else

Haven’t you realized yet?

That I’m letting you think I’m being deceived by you

You donned a soft mask

It contorts repulsively to match someone else

Into your windswept heart, the thorns of the wildflowers

Just stabbed, stabbed

You blame everything on your own wounds

And I won’t forgive that

The more I resent you, the more beautiful I become

Since the day we drifted apart, the clock has stayed stopped

Even now, you’re continuing your little dance in front of someone else

I’m so jealous, if I could take her place

Then I’d want you to deceive me, please

You change the shape of your soft mask

Having become so used to it that you can no longer peel it off

Days that were full of nothing but lies became your reality

Just swept away, swept away

Losing your true face

That’s so foolish

You donned a soft mask

To hide yourself, someone unloved by everyone

I get it now, you have no intention of loving me

I was just naive, naive

You only wound, you’re never wounded

And I won’t forgive that

I won’t forgive it, for as long as I live

I won’t forgive it, even if I die

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