I Myself am Hell

Anime: Phantom The Animation ファントム THE ANIMATION

Artist: Kanako Itou

Type: Ending

Romaji:

Kakenukeru sube ni ochiru zanzou
Kizu tsukeru tabi kokoro wa itetsuku
Suna wa kobore kaze ni maiagari kiete yuku
Oikakeru asu ni torawarenagara
Hate shinaku tsuzuku mujou no sadame
Korosu tame ni tada sore dake ni ikasareteru

Shouen to chi no nioi dakishime
Ochita tenshi ga rekuiemu sasageta

I myself am hell. Nobody’s here.
Kanashii hitomi ga utsusu
I myself am hell. Nothing is here.
Kiete iku inochi ni se wo muke yami wo aruku

Rousoku no honou fukikesu youni
Yami kara yami e nozomareru mama ni
Ikiru akashi motomeru nante akirameteta
Junsui na omoi hitomi no chikara
Atsui kodou ni kokoro wa yurameku
Nigerarenu hibi ni sae hikari sashikonda

Chi no rinne wo kakaete inotta
Sabaki no asa ni kiyora no kane hibiita

I myself am hell. No escaping sin.
Nakushita kioku no kakera
I myself am hell, hazardous.
Oikakeru honokurai michi wo samayoinagara

Hanasanaide chikai mo kibou mo
Yakusoku wa ima takami e kakeagaru

I myself am hell. No escaping sin.
Todokanu jiyuu motomete
I myself am hell, hazardous.
Shinjiteru hibikiau tamashii
Take me to the world’s end
Kaze ni takushita 

Kanji:

駆け抜ける　滑り落ちる残像
傷つけるたび心は凍てつく
砂はこぼれ　風に舞い上がり　消えてゆく
追いかける　明日に囚われながら
果てしなく続く無情の運命（さだめ）
殺すために　ただそれだけに生かされてる

硝煙と血の匂い抱きしめ
堕ちた天使が鎮魂歌（レクイエム）捧げた

I myself am hell. Nobody's here.
哀しい瞳が映す
I myself am hell. Nothing is here.
消えていく命に背を向け闇を歩く

蝋燭の炎　吹き消すように
闇から闇へ　望まれるままに
生きる証　求めるなんて諦めてた
純粋な想い　瞳の力
熱い鼓動に心は揺らめく
逃れられぬ日々にさえ　光　射し込んだ

血の輪廻をかかえて祈った
裁きの朝に　清らの鐘　響いた

I myself am hell. No escaping sin.
無くした記憶のかけら
I myself am hell,hazardous.
追いかける　ほの暗い道を彷徨いながら

離さないで　誓いも希望も
約束は今　高みへ翔け上がる

I myself am hell. No escaping sin.
届かぬ自由求めて
I myself am hell,hazardous.
信じてる　響き合う魂
Take me to the world's end.
風に託した 

English:

I sink down into a swirling afterimage
Every time I hurt someone my heart grows colder
Sand flows then blows up into the air and disappears
Held captive by the future that chases me
My merciless fate carries on with no end
I was put on this planet solely to kill

I embrace the smell of gunpowder and earth
Angels have come down; they sing their requiem

I myself am hell. Nobody’s here.
It shows in my sad eyes
I myself am hell. Nothing is here.
I’ll turn my back on my fading life and wander the darkness

Like blowing out a candle
Being wished from one darkness to another
I’d given up searching for a meaning for my life
The truth of your love, the strength in your eyes
Shakes my heart with a passionate beat
You’ve shone a light into even these days I can’t run from

I prayed, focusing on the flow of my blood
And bells of purity rang through my morning of judgment

I myself am hell. No escaping sin.
I chase after the pieces if my lost memories
I myself am hell, hazardous.
As I wander along this pitch black path

Don’t let go of your promises, of your hope
Your promises are now floating way up high

I myself am hell. No escaping sin.
Longing for a freedom I couldn’t reach
I myself am hell, hazardous.
I believed, and entrusted the echoes of my soul
Take me to the world’s end
To the wind

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