Outsider アウトサイダー

Anime: Tsukiuta. THE ANIMATION ツキウタ。THE ANIMATION

Artist: Yuka Ootsubo

Album: Tsukiuta. Female 2nd Solo Series~Matsuri Motomiya

Romaji:

shinjite　wakaranai

kokoro to　kono nounai

aichaku no waita seishin rontte

kekkyoku jiyuu wo ubau ashikase

tokashite agetai sono future

korikatamatta sono future

yuukou ni tsukatte　jikan ga nai no

konkyo no nai shinjitsu no BURAKKU HOORU

shinjite　wakaranai

aitai　aitakunai

taisetsu　iranai

kokoro to　kono nounai

yusaburu　shizukani

jibun no naka no tanin to

"Why?"

yuujou toka tama ni kurushikutte

kekkyoku hitori ga itsumo shiawase

mamotte agetai kono creature

sodatteshimatta kono creature

kandai na shinsatsu de dakishimetai yo

wasurerareta saigetsu wo gyutto...

kodoku ga　oozei

oshiyoseru　aitakunai

NISEMO　to　HONMONO ga

tsukuridasu　isshougai

hottoite　ikanaide

kamiawanai mune no haguruma

"Why?"

hyouri ittai　kakaekirenai　OUTSIDER

shinjite　wakaranai

aitai　aitakunai

taisetsu　iranai

kokoro to　kono nounai

yusaburu　shizuka ni

jibun no naka no tanin to

"Why?"

Kanji:

信じて　わからない

心と　この脳内

愛着の湧いた精神論って

結局自由を奪う足かせ

溶かしてあげたいそのfuture

凝り固まったそのfuture

有効に使って　時間が無いの

根拠の無い真実のブラックホール

信じて　わからない

会いたい　会いたくない

大切　要らない

心と　この脳内

揺さぶる　静かに

自分の中の他人と

「Why?」

友情とかたまに苦しくって

結局一人がいつも幸せ

守ってあげたいこのcreature

育ってしまったこのcreature

寛大な診察で抱きしめたいよ

忘れられた歳月をぎゅっと…

孤独が　大勢

押し寄せる　会いたくない

ニセモ　と　ホンモノが

造り出す　一生涯

ほっといて　行かないで

噛み合わない胸の歯車

「Why?」

表裏一体　抱えきれない　アウトサイダー

信じて　わからない

会いたい　会いたくない

大切　要らない

心と　この脳内

揺さぶる　静かに

自分の中の他人と

「Why?」

English:

Believing; Can't understand

About this heart and this brain of mine

The idealism of feeling attachments

In the end is just a shackle that takes away one's freedom

I'd like to dissolve it, that future

That coagulated future

I don't have time that I can use effectively

A baseless black hole of truth

Believing; Can't understand

Wanting to meet; Not wanting to meet

Cherishing; Not needing

About this heart and this brain of mine

Within the shaken silence

Together with an outsider within myself

"Why?"

Sometimes things like friendship suffocates me

In the end being all by myself is much more comfortable

I'd like to protect it, this creature

What I'd brought up, this creature

During the generous examination, I'd like to embrace it

The forgotten time, tightly...

Solitude is felt by many

Closing in; Not wanting to meet

What counterfeits and genuine ones

Create for their whole life

Leave me alone; Don't go

The heart's cogwheels that doesn't gear with each other

"Why?"

Two sides of one coin that I can't bear, an outsider

Believing; Can't understand

Wanting to meet; Not wanting to meet

Cherishing; Not needing

About this heart and this brain of mine

Within the shaken silence

Together with an outsider within myself

"Why?"

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