Esoragoto Spiral 絵空事スパイラル

Anime: Mikagura School Suite ミカグラ学園組曲

            (Mikagura Gakuen Kumikyoku)

Artist: Saori Oonishi

Type: Second Ending

Romaji:

yume kara no taiseki o enchou   suimin mo kangae mo asai rashii
kedarusa to uzukidasu kizuato
nete mo samete mo nogarerarenai no ni

rasen no tochuu de mitsuketa no wa
SUPUUN hito saji bun no "amasa"
ikura mazete mo watashi ni tokenai sore o
soredemo kenmei ni kakiatsumete... demo

esoragoto SUPAIRARU    YURAYURAYURARI gorimuchuu
yume ga kotoba ni naru
"waratte!"
mayoi o ubaisaru   GURAGURAGURARI yusabutte
watashi no koto o tsuredashita
"shoujo" to "amasa" ga tokete mazari atte
sono RESHIPI wa douyara katachi ni natta mitai ne?

yuuga ni SOTSU ga nai to RETTERU
shishin no muki ga saido kurutteru
e ni kaita mochi no aji, shitteru?
......zetsubou suru wa   risou to no kairi ni

shizumu sanaka ni mitsuketa no wa
SUPUUN hito saji bun no "nigami"
totemo shizen ni watashi ni toketa sore wa
"namida" no katachi ni natte afurete kita

esoragoto SUPAIRARU   hayaku ouchi ni kaerimashou
kizuguchi sarasazu ni kakushite
megami nanka janai no   utsukushisa nado dokoni mo nai
watashi no naka ni kasanatta shoujo wa "nigami" saemo "fukami" da to itte
waratte sugu ni RESHIPI o kakikaeteita

rasen no tochuu de mitsuketa no wa   SUPUUN hito saji bun no "amasa"
ikura mazetemo watashi ni tokenai sore o   hisshin ni atsumeta no

esoragoto SUPAIRARU   nukedasu tame ni mugamuchuu
yume ga genjitsu ni naru
"issho ni!"
tanoshimi no bai aru   jiseki no nen wa kiezu tomo
watashi no koto o tsuredashita
"shoujo" to "amasa" mo "nigami" mo subete ga mazari toke atta RESHIPI o
"shiawase" to nazuketa

"......arigatou, ohayou"

Kanji:

夢からの退席を延長　睡眠も考えも浅いらしい

気怠さと疼きだす傷痕

寝ても覚めても逃れられないのに

螺旋の途中で見つけたのは　スプーンひとさじ分の“甘さ”

いくら混ぜても私に溶けないそれを　それでも懸命に掻き集めて……でも

絵空事スパイラル　ユラユラユラリ五里霧中

夢が言葉になる

「笑って！」

迷いを奪い去る　グラグラグラリ揺さぶって

私の事を連れ出した『少女』と『甘さ』が溶けて混ざりあって

そのレシピはどうやら形になったみたいね？

優雅にソツが無いとレッテル

指針の向きが再度狂ってる

絵に描いた餅の味、知ってる？

……絶望するわ　理想との乖離に

沈む最中に見つけたのは　スプーンひとさじ分の『苦味』

とても自然に私に溶けたそれは　“涙”の形になって溢れてきた

絵空事スパイラル　早くお家に帰りましょう

傷口晒さずに隠して

女神なんかじゃないの　美しさなどどこにもない

私の中に重なった少女は『苦味』さえも『深み』だと言って

笑ってすぐにレシピを書き換えていた

螺旋の途中で見つけたのは　スプーンひとさじ分の『甘さ』

いくら混ぜても私に溶けないそれを　必死に集めたの

絵空事スパイラル　抜け出すために無我夢中

夢が現実になる

「一緒に！」

楽しみの倍ある　自責の念は消えずとも

私の事を連れ出した『少女』と『甘さ』も『苦味』も

全てが混ざり溶けあったレシピを“幸せ”と名付けた

「……ありがとう、おはよう」

English:

I choose not to take leave from my dreams

It seems both my sleep and thoughts have been shallow

Lethargy and the aching pain from my scars

I can’t escape from either, no matter if I’m awake or asleep

What I discovered while spiraling downwards,

Was a single spoonful of ‘sweetness’

But, no matter what I do, it refuses to melt within me

Yet I try with all my might to make sure the jar’s been scraped clean…… still,

Lost in a spiral of fabrications,

as I sway aimlessly from left and right

My dreams turn into words,

‘Please, smile!’ she says

All my doubts are whisked away

as I’m shaken again and again

The ‘girl’ who brought me back

Begins to dissolve into the ‘sweetness’

The recipe has somehow taken shape, it seems?

Labelled as ‘elegant’ and ‘flawless,’

The arrow of this compass has seemingly gone mad

Have you ever tried the taste of wishful thinking?

……It really is despairing;

All these ideals that can’t be reached

What I discovered as I drowned,

was a single spoonful of ‘bitterness’

Melting within me so naturally, like it was nothing at all,

It overflowed from me in the form of ‘tears’

Ah, lost in a spiral of fabrications

‘I really should hurry home’

As I hide my wounds, not letting them be exposed

I’m nothing like a goddess,

there’s nothing beautiful about me

the girl who started to fill the gaps within me

aid that even ‘bitterness’ could be seen as ‘depth’

And as she laughed, she quickly rewrote the recipe

What I discovered while spiraling downwards,

was a single spoonful of ‘sweetness’

But, no matter what I do, it refuses to melt within me

I’ve tried so desperately to gather it all

Lost in a spiral of fabrications,

Doing all I can to escape from it

My dreams become reality

‘Let’s go together!’ she says

Even if the guilt that I feel never disappears,

overpowering the joy

The ‘girl’ who brought me back,

the ‘sweetness,’ and even the ‘bitterness’

The recipe of all these three mixed together is something I’ve named

‘Happiness’

‘……Thank you, and good morning’

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