Door

Anime: Denpa teki na Kanojo 電波的な彼女

Artist: Rumika

Type: Second Ending

Romaji:

hitori datta ano koro wa itsumo
jibun o keshitakute
ibasho no nai kyoushitsu no sumi de
shiranai tsumi sae mo owasare

kuyashikute kowakute
shimekitta DOOR o
itsuka anata ni hanasu yuuki ga areba akete hoshikute

tada ikite iku koto ga konna ni mo itai koto nara
shinjitsu ga nanika nante mou dou demo ii yo
tsurakute sagasu anata no koe o omoidasu to aitaku naru

machigatteru jibun o semeta hi
nigeba o ushinatte
akirameteta ashita wa konai to
saigo no tegami o kakihajimeta

miagereba yasashiku ame ga furu hi deshita
sore wa marude anata ga atashi no tame ni nagashita namida

tada ikite iru koto ga anata no shiawase ni naru to
kizukanakatta tsutaete kurete arigatou

ima wa wakaru yo
itami o shitte ookina yasashisa o shitta
jibun o shinji aruite yukeba kako kara nukedaseru
mirai wa jibun shidai to

tada ikite iru koto ga konna ni mo imi ga aru nara
dekiru yo mou koerareru asu mo makenai yo

itsuka anata ni waratte iu yo kizuita no ikiru koto ga taisetsu da to

Kanji:

独りだった あの顷はいつも
自分を消したくて
居场所のない 教室の隅で
知らない罪さえも负わされ

悔しくて 怖くて
闭め切ったdoorを
いつかあなたに话す 勇气があれば开けて欲しくて

ただ 生きて行く事が こんなにも痛い事なら
真实が何かなんて もうどうでもいいよ
辛くて探すあなたの声を 思い出すと会いたくなる

间违ってる？ 自分を责めた日
逃げ场を失って
あきらめてた 明日は来ないと
最后の手纸を书きはじめた・・・

见上げれば 优しく雨が降る日でした
それはまるであなたが あたしの为に流した泪

ただ 生きている事が あなたの幸せになると
气づかなかった、伝えてくれてありがとう。

今はわかるよ
伤みを知って 大きな优しさを知った
自分を信じ 步いて行けば 过去から拔け出せる
未来は自分次第と

ただ 生きている事が こんなにも意味があるなら
できるよ もう越えられる 明日も负けないよ

いつかあなたに笑って言うよ 气づいたの生きる事が大切だと・・・

English:

I was alone; it was always like that then.
I wanted to erase myself.
In the corner of the classroom where I didn’t belong,
I bore sins that I didn’t even know.

I was anxious; I was scared.
I wanted to open this closed door
If I could find the courage to talk to you.

If just living on hurts this much,
I don’t care what the truth is anymore.
When I remember your voice that I search for when it’s painful, I want to meet you.

Was I wrong, those days when I blamed myself?
I lost my place of refuge.
I gave up, thinking tomorrow wouldn’t come,
And I wrote my final letter.

When I looked up that day, a gentle rain was falling.
They seemed just like tears you cried for me.

I didn’t realize that just living on would become your happiness.
Thank you for sending that message to me.

I understand now.
I knew pain, and I knew great kindness.
If I believe in myself and walk on, I can get away the past.
I know my future depends on myself.

If just living on means this much,
I can do it; I can still pass through. I won’t lose tomorrow.

Someday I’ll smile and tell you, “I’ve realized that life is something important.” 

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